Egy új évre

Egy új évre ébredek:
Választást erőltetek
Aztán feladom magam.
Ráncokként nőnek
Felém az ismétlés óriásai.
De hiába bármi harc,
Akaratommal
Éppen csak nézni tudom őket:
A rám terülő valóság
Gyűrött filmkockáit, melyben
Az antihős én vagyok.

Nem harcolok.
Napon kérgesedő guánók
Emlékezetét hordozom.
A sejtek meghalnak
És újjászületnek.
Képlékeny anyaghalmazok.

Hogy meddig tart
Bizonytalan,
Mégsem nyugtalanít a vég:
Ha ismét és újra
Kezdődik egy év
Te elindulsz,
És én bátran
Utánad bámulok.

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